ii know you have been waiting for me to publish this post . you want to hear what ii've got to say after reading that perfectly planned post of yours . ii've been tolerating you for a long time and seeing you as a bestfriend ii did not really know how to say it out . ii kept it within me for so long , so so long . now since you've started it . ii'm left with no choice . ii really want to say my piece . loud and clear though it hurts me this badly to offend you . here it goes .
seriously, you do not need to go through such troubles to invent such an interesting story to hint me luhs . you can feel free to type my name BRENDA LIM LI PIN this big, publish my photos and poke my eyes . Ermm, and you've got alot of grammar and spelling mistakes . =) if you guys had noticed, she hasn't spoke to me for more than 3 days already . and ii did not want to speak to her either cause ii don't see any fault in me . go on and 发你的小姐脾气 . acting EMO in class do not help to gather people's attention on you .
why don't you just come right at my face and tell me that ii am not welcomed ? now that you've said it , ii had realised how extra ii am . the three of us had always been going out and it's been such processed . okays . ii swear upon here that ii am not blaming on you because ii had gone through this painful experience before and it does not feel any better . you are NOT being over sensitive because ii was like that, once too . if given me another chance , ii would choose to end it the same way , painfully short-lived .
unfortunately, you do not appreciate what you are blessed with . he is such a mr nice guy, treating you so well . even if you showed your temper UPTEEN times, he would be the one giving in and being forgiving . why not you try my position and understand the feeling of not being in the wrong yet need to face his black face and temper . "yeah of course . to you he is the mr nice guy . go on and be with him lahs ", if you are thinking this way, you're being so childish. ) ii do hope that the both of you could last long enough though ii did not know how you guys managed to pull through . many people have expected that you guys would break soon since the very begining . they would be this happy . don't be too happy yet that you and him managed to disapoint us . that day is sure to come, soon enough . keep saying ii want to break with you very fun right . enjoy . don't say ii didn't warn you of anything . =D
OMFG . you understands me so well !! indeed my bestfriend huhs . YES YOU WERE RIGHT . I DO NEED LOVE . pity me that all my ex broke up with me and none of them last more than 2 months . you must be really happy that ii cried till my eyes pop out flooding my room and wasting my mummy's boxes of tissue papers . now that ii've said it, very true !! SO WHAT if it's best friends ?? kissing and hugging your boyfriend infront of me when ii need you the most . for that two times , you weren't even listening to me . and it is not the break up that hurts . it's you showing this much of concern for me as a bestfriend . and ii DO NOT envy you . come on . stop that showing off . so BHB` he's not my cup of tea , please . you really think you are so lucky of having him mehs . you should actually thank god everyday for blessing that he actually accepts you !! otherwise ii don't know who will . need not flirt with mine on purpose either to make me jealous, please luhs . it's damn obvious okaes . hence, ii don't feel a thing .
no . now you're wrong . we do not chat till the middle of the night alone . either mohsheng or you would be there . SMSing has always been either asking something or defining a problem . going out privately is even more ridiculous . ii've always let you know and don't tell me ii've never jio you too ?? you yourself don't want to join us one mahs . my fault ? kaes , MY FAULT . ii have a very reasonable reason to go out and study together because N' level is round the corner and ii advise you to buck up too . " ya right . so many other people . why him ? " haiis. no other people would really put their hearts and soul in it le . but it's not just the both of us . we do jio other people too okaes . ii'm not so extra hors . ii have 自知自明 and do not wish to be like how ii used to hate them to get near my steady; so 不会自动 . people got stead le still say what bestfriend . BUT ii do realise what haoweii used to mean . got stead cannot have friends le mahs . now you understand how ii used to felt . and you care nothing at all . it's always my fault mahs .
and ii sincerely thank you so much for being such a great friend to pray to god for me, cause ii do really need someone to love me you see . and ii remembered once this very clearly when the three of us were together, ii asked you, "would you mind having such a friend like me being such a kind of person ? " your answer was no . beacuse you understand how ii've been through and that they were the one's who'd made this change in me . then, ii felt so blessed that ii had you . and ii do have my limits that ii CAN'T bring myself to snatch my friends' boyfriends . ii mean it . when the others called me bitch, ii felt nothing . then it was him who said it . a person ii used to be so close with . my ex . he called me bitch . that hurts like hell . then ii told myslf . ii've still got friends like you guys . and now ii was being labelled as the lack of love bitch BY YOU my dear darling . ii've struggled these days .
enough . ii'm really so sick and tired of all these . if you think that ii've crossed the limits already, ii'll stay a distance from now onwards . promise . treating me as the bitch thats going to snatch your boyfriend from you, go on . ii'm sorry to say that ii can't be any more UNINTERESTED . consider about how we've been through so much of ups and downs to be what we are today . ii've said what ii've wanted to say . and ii really thank you for reading all the long way down . our friendship depends on you le . ii'll respect your decision . you take care my darling . ii don't really want to lose you .
