I FUCKING HAVE NO MOOD TO BLOG NOR GO OUT .
ALL MY EXCITEMENT FOR 2008 ARE GONE .
I AM GOING TO BREAK ALL THOSE PROMISES OF WORKING HARD .
I WAS JUST ACCOMPANYING QUINNSON FOR HIS CHRISTMAS PRESENT .
I CALLED MUMMY . THE USUAL WAY .
I HEARD STRANGERS . THEY ARE ALREADY THERE .
MY EX PASTAMANIA . NO MOOD TO EAT . IT'S A FULL PLATE .
I RUSH HOME . GONE .
GONE FOR GOOD . GONE FOR LIFE .
I HAD JUST BROUGHT THEM OUT FOR A SCROLL BEFORE I LEFT .
I HAD JUST COMBED SNOWY'S FUR .
NOW GONE . GONE !
I CRIED MY HEART OUT AND EMBARRASSED MYSELF IN PUBLIC .
I WANT SNOWY BACK !
EVERYONE SAYS IT'S ALRIGHT .
TREAT IT AS A FAILED ROMANCE .
BUT NO !
I WANT SNOWY BACK .
IF ONLY I HAD NOT GONE OUT .
WHAT'S THE POINT I PASS MY N'LEVELS ?!
I FUCKING DON'T GIVE A DAMN LE LUHS ! ! !
I WAS THE ONE WHOM CHOSE BOTH DRAGON AND SNOWY AMONG THE MILLON OF DOGS .
I WAS THE ONE WHO WATCH THEM GROW UP , FROM A SMALL CUTE LITTLE PUPPY .
I WONDER IF THEY'LL TREAT SNOWY NICELY .
WHAT IF THE KIDS THERE THREW STUFF AT HIM .
IT'S JUST AN HOUR AGO FROM NOW THAT SNOWY IS GONE .
HOW IS HE NOW ?
HE MUST BE FEELING VERY SCARED IN A STRANGER'S PLACE .
HE COULD BE LOOKING FOR ME .
DOES THEY KNOW HOW HE WOULD LIKE HIS FOOD TO BE ?
HE ALWAYS SLEEPS WITH ME AT NIGHT . RIGHT ON MY BED .
NOW MY HOUSE SEEMS SO QUIET .
AND THEY WILL BE BRINGING SNOWY TO AMERICA .
MY SNOWY !
SO WHAT IF MY MUM SAY SHE WILL BUY WHATEVER I WANT TO MEND IT ?
I JUST FUCKING HATE HER RIGHT NOW !
I HATE THIS FUCKING EARTH AND I JUST HOPE EVERYONE COULD JUST DIE .
BRING MY SNOWY BACK TO ME ! ! !
NOW I'M ONLY LEFT WITH DRAGON .
AND I SWEAR UPON HERE THAT I WILL NOT FORGIVE ANYONE WHO MISTREAT HIM FROM NOW ON .
I HOPE SNOWY WILL BE FINE .
WHOM EVER TOOK SNOWY AWAY , YOU'D BETTER TREAT HIM WELL .
OR ELSE I'LL PRAY YOU'D GET HERPES AND DIE OF CANCER .

I SPOKE TOO MUCH .
I WONDER HOW MANY OF YOU EVEN CARES .
OR MAYBE . MOST OF YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND HOW IT'S LIKE TO LOSE A DOG .
I WAS SO HAPPY A FEW DAYS AGO . NOW I'M BAZILLON SAD .
I WOULD RATHER NOT FEEL THE HAPPINESS OF PASSING , THEN THIS SADNESS PAIN .
I AM WILLING TO FAIL MY N'S AS LONG AS SNOWY IS HERE BY ME .
I HATE YOU . I HATE THIS PLACE !

